I held her hands in her last moments as she gasped for air and all i could think of was that i should’ve spent more time with her while she was sick
Don’t let my smile fool you. Im really hurting inside
Its absolutely not okay to feel like you’re walking on egg shells in your own house. Its supposed to be a place of comfort and its supposed to make you feel safe. In the past year it slowly became a place of disappointments, regrets, pain and disharmony. There’s no way that ill continue to live here. A person could only take so much. It just repeats. Im tired of it and im going for good.